I’m thankful to God for my prelim results. I reached my target! Even though everyone else’s getting single digit and I’m not. Indeed God makes all things possible for us and He hears our prayers 🙂

I realised that God will never make you short of friends.
Friends enter and exit our lives, perhaps it’s because God places a limit so we can concentrate our love to each friend?

Os is coming less than a month’s time, well I will keep my faith and believe in the promises of God. I know that greater things are yet to come and so is a time of change.

OH I’m gonna explore Korean and Jap songs, probably ballads or something of this sort.
I guess it suits my mood now.
And I shall update myself on Chinese songs this hols when I go back. English songs…..that one perhaps I need people to update me instead but I can survive without it anyway. Haha.

Thank God for this wonderful day 🙂

Painful, it’s so painful 😦

I need to die, end the pain, and start anew.

I guess the worst thing now is seeing you. 😦
how..happy you can get while my emotions are ever neglected.
Right, do I have a choice?
I should never look into my own desires.
Don’t expect so no disappointment comes. So we’re all back to this? 😦

I ate another hersheys chocolate today. (yes the one from cheryl and gladys!)
and you know what it means when I eat it. 

I found out a horrible truth today.
My whole day’s quite affected cos it’s an add-on to the strikes of my life. 4th one. Great.
Life is just…:/ right now.
 

The effect of my medincine is taking place, I feel sleepy right now and ya I’ll sleep real early tonight.

Sympathy is feeling pity for someone.
Compassion is feeling pity for someone and cannot bear for someone to be left in the current state and will do something to help the person out of his/her current.
This is not the dictionary definition.
I need to be more compassionate.

Have confidence in yourself, as long as you lead with a good heart and intention, they will follow you.
 

Oh Jung Beom did it and I really need to learn that from him.  [watch "Into the Gunfire"!]

I’ve been watching videos these few days but I did learn something from what I watched. Nice to be able to watch videos again. Well not for long though.

One month to Os and I’m having quite a hard time planning what to do for the month ahead.
I am going to do it, for Him, for them, for me.

Great, why am I here? Last paper tomorrow I think my fuel has really burnt out. Maybe I should just give up on studying.
Tomorrow is the last day of prelims but also my doomed day. I gonna screw up the last paper. Wonderful.

I realised that someone was not permitted to entertain my emo-ness.
But are you permitted to know at least what I’m emo-ing about?

Okay let’s just think on the bright side. Tomorrow gonna have lunch with friends 😀
KOREAN FOOD!!!!! but i’m having sore throat though. If not I would be enjoying it even better
 

Yesterday’s message was really good and I think that I really need a change. I need to change to face th situation right now.
He brought us out, so He could bring us in.
I believe, I really do.

Alright, lunch soon and I shall try to mug with my small little weak flame for studying.

Awesome 2NE1!!! 😀
Park Bom!! 😀

I know this is causing the jealousy of many. Haha.
It’s just so awesome! 😀

On the other hand, there are people who feels that I’m not so deserving of it.
Well…I trying not to let this negativity strike me again.
What can I do or say?
I’m just really really thankful (:

Thank you, Gladys and Cheryl, my awesome juniors 😀

I’m full of reluctance to study right now
someone help me 😦

Now LJ allows post to be posted on facebook and twitter.
I thought about it and I think I better just not do it now with my frequent lame, stupid, personal posts. Yeah.

I am slacking again! D:
My reluctance to study for my humanities is way more than what I imagine.

Alright I better turn off my com soon and get back to geography.

I think that life as a spare tyre isn’t that bad after all.
You get what I mean, only used when needed, only talked to when felt like, only approached when problems arised.
I am currently numbed right now. I think I kinda learnt how to not feel loved even when it is given. I am just afraid of another full friendship commitment, well there are some exceptions though.

Friend, how nice would my life be if you can just talk to me.
Right, stop imagining things and get back to reality to face your books!

Whenever I look at you, I would then wonder why is it that…..ah well. What’s the point of thinking now?

God prepared a solution to our problems even before we face them. It’s amazing isn’t it? God already has His solutions to what I’m facing now but only at the right time will He reveal them to me. Meanwhile, I shall just wait upon Him and stop thinking too much.

Unexpected people enter your life and unexpected moments for the right purpose.
God has a reason for them all.
There are some people on my mind right now which allows me to forget about some people.
Haha, confusing much?
It’s for myself to know anyway.
Thank God for these people, I mean, if not, I would still be in much of a emotional torture.

Caring for people is a really important thing to do. I realised its importance to other people’s life as I’ve experienced it personally. You can never underestimate its impact to people, esp those who are in need of it.
A weak glow makes no difference in a brightly lit place but it is the most important source of light in a heart of coldness and darkness.
Never underestimate the power of such a glow.

Why do some people just keep appearing in our minds? Ask your heart, you know it best 😉

A Maths and English tomorrow